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Todd Hido

American, b. 1968
9485-a, 2010
Archival pigment print mounted on aluminium Dibond.
50.8 x 50.8 cm / 20 x 20 in
76.2 x 76.2 cm / 30 x 30 in
121.9 x 121.9 cm / 48 x 48 in
Signed, titled, numbered, and dated on a label affixed to the verso of the mount
Edition of 10 + 3 AP — 50.8 x 50.8 cm / 20 x 20 in
Edition of 5 + 1 AP — 76.2 x 76.2 cm / 30 x 30 in
Edition of 3 + 1 AP — 121.9 x 121.9 cm / 48 x 48 in
© The Artist

Her eyes hold two small points of light, and it is there that the photograph fastens itself to me. Everything else has softened almost to abstraction: a young woman lying against pale bedding, her blonde hair haloed and overexposed, her face turned back over her shoulder toward the lens. The image is high-keyed nearly to whiteness, a wash of milk and daylight, and yet those two reflections in her eyes stay sharp, insistent, alive.

I resist the impulse to name her, to give her a history she has not offered. The picture belongs to Excerpts from Silver Meadows, where Hido composes a fiction out of found and staged fragments, and this portrait behaves like a memory rather than a record—blurred at the edges the way memories are, precise only at the one point where feeling gathers. The wrinkled quilt beneath her, the white collar at her shoulder, are details I read almost tenderly, without quite knowing why.

Photography, Hido reminds us here, can withhold as much as it discloses. The face is legible and unknowable at once; she looks at me, or at whoever held the camera, with an expression that will not resolve into a single word. That refusal is the picture's gift. Printed large, its softness is not a flaw but a proposition: that the most intimate images are also the least certain, and that what pierces us is precisely what we cannot bring into focus.

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